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adj. numb·er, numb·est
    1. Deprived of the power to feel.
    2. Emotionally unresponsive.



i push my fingers into my eyes
it's the only thing that numbs the ache
from crying and seeing when all are blind
deaf and dumb yet still awake.

i lie tortured from the hollowed pains
that cannot be fixed, changed or reshaped
there's more to a person than what's contained
you cannot kill what you didn't create.

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this is just what i'm feeling right now.
my friend killed himself today.
everything's still a little raw.
it hasn't sunken in fully yet.
i've cried so much that i can't anymore.
i'm just numb.
empty.

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GALLERY ? STAMPS ? AVATARS ? LITERATURE ? PHOTOGRAPHY ? MY 100 THEME CHALLENGE ?

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despite it all, this is perfect.
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~Chaotic-Whispers Mar 19, 2011  Hobbyist Writer
Thanks darling.
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Love you this much -
*breaks arms from trying to stretch them superwide*
Don't forget it.
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~alkalineuh Mar 6, 2011  Hobbyist Writer
I'm really sorry, dear. Hang in there. It may not seem like it at first, but it gets better with time.
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~Chaotic-Whispers Mar 7, 2011  Hobbyist Writer
Thanks darling (:
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:iconcrimsonthrenody:
The only thing I saw which needed adjusted was 'then' to 'than'.

A very interesting read. :heart:
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~Chaotic-Whispers Mar 7, 2011  Hobbyist Writer
Thanks so much.
It's been changed from "then" to "than."

Didn't even notice that when I was editing.
You've got a keen eye (:
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:iconcrimsonthrenody:
You are welcome :)
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:iconsilveronblue:
:hug:

i fight to save those who don't want saving. would you be willing to help?
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~Chaotic-Whispers Mar 5, 2011  Hobbyist Writer
i would. tell me more.
(:
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:iconsilveronblue:
um. im looking for specific people but i have no idea where they are who they are where i could find them or even if they exist, so im putting this out to anyone who gives good advice right now.

i thought of doing a group. we get cutters and advisors and drug addicts and alcoholics and smokers to join. they post diagrams showing scars or pictures of how much alcohol (cans, bottles) and same for smokers and drug addicts. we offer advice/ try to stop them cutting. if we can convince them to try to stop, they do a pledge thing and if everyone manages to keep it for a week, they challenge one of us to do something - like eating a really spicy chilli or dyeing our hair green for a day. we post a video on a channel dedicated to it and link people to the vidios. this might not work but its worth a try.
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