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Jul 14, 201018 min read

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Published: Jul 14, 2010

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_{Hey there.

Sorry I haven't been online much. Family stuff.

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some of my recent stuff

embracing the geek en moi.Yes.
I wear all the wrong clothes [is my attire too drastically uncool for you now? do my cartoon t-shirts embarass you? just because i don't read "vogue" like you does not mean i don't have a sense of fashion. don't snigger! i do like certain looks, i just don't conform to the seasonal trends.]
I say all the wrong things. [so what if i can't make great small talk. i'm an introvert. deal with it. i don't know all of your slang words and no, i won't stop talking about the latest model of computer processors.]
I listen to all the wrong music. [i don't judge by genre, i judge by song. well, i'm sorry if i don't appreciate the musical genius' that are DJs. i just don't like techno. what about rock music? yes, i like it. i don't care if you think it's so "70's". it's what i listen to.]
I have all the wrong friends. [my friends are gamers, musicians and amazing people. i like the fact that they don't smoke, drink alcohol or do drugs and no, i don't care if tha pass the regulatorI've longed for light yet darkness closes around me.
I feel like I'm drowning.
I'm hundreds of feet underwater and I'll never make it up in time but I can see the light faintly shimmering close to the surface.
It's taunting me.
"Come get me. You know you want to but you can't, can you? You're only weak, you wouldn't be able to rise above this. Even if you do get out of the water, you'll never make it on land. You don't belong above the surface. Forever, you will try and try to reach the light but you'll never succeed. Why even bother any more?"
I guess it's true. I drown. It's what I've been doing my whole life, why stop now? People look at me in the water and think I'm an olympic swimmer. That's only what they choose to see. If they looked closely they would see me struggling to keep my head up and panting frantically for air. It's only when they look away that I slowly sink and drown. I know there are others drowning too. I can see them every once in a while. Bu

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