100 Themes..

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Watch Me As I Go...

Just The 100 Theme Challenge List.
So I can check them off as I go along.

001. Introduction
002. Lovefav.me/d2ud3hq
003. Light
004. Dark
005. Seeking Solacechaotic-whispers.deviantart.co…
006. Break Away
007. Heaven
008. Innocence
009. Drive
010. Breathe Againchaotic-whispers.deviantart.co…
011. Memoryfav.me/d36tkkk
012. Insanity chaotic-whispers.deviantart.co…
013. Misfortune
014. Smilechaotic-whispers.deviantart.co…
015. Silence
016. Questioning
017. Blood
018. Rainbowchaotic-whispers.deviantart.co…
019. Gray
020. Fortitude
021. Vacation
022. Mother Nature
023. Cat
024. No Time
025. Trouble Lurking
026. Tears
027. Foreign
028. Sorrow
029. Happiness
030. Under the Rain
031. Flowers
032. Night
033. Expectationschaotic-whispers.deviantart.co…
034. Starschaotic-whispers.deviantart.co…
035. Hold My Handfav.me/d2udjvq
036. Precious Treasure
037. Eyesfav.me/d2u5rrq
038. Abandoned
039. Dreams chaotic-whispers.deviantart.co…
040. Rated
041. Teamwork
042. Standing Stillchaotic-whispers.deviantart.co…
043. Dying
044. Two Roads
045. Illusion
046. Family chaotic-whispers.deviantart.co…
047. Creation
048. Childhood
049. Stripes
050. Breaking the Rulesfav.me/d2uz7gh
051. Sport
052. Deep in Thought
053. Keeping a Secretchaotic-whispers.deviantart.co…
054. Tower
055. Waiting
056. Danger Aheadchaotic-whispers.deviantart.co…
057. Sacrifice
058. Kick in the Head
059. No Way Out
060. Rejection
061. Fairy Tale
062. Magic
063. Do Not Disturb
064. Multitasking
065. Horror
066. Trapschaotic-whispers.deviantart.co…
067. Playing the Melodychaotic-whispers.deviantart.co…
068. Hero
069. Annoyance
070. 67%
071. Obsession chaotic-whispers.deviantart.co…
072. Mischief Managed
073. I Can't chaotic-whispers.deviantart.co…
074. Are You Challenging Me?
075. Mirror fav.me/d2u5thc
076. Broken Pieces
077. Test
078. Drink
079. Starvation
080. Words
081. Pen and Paper
082. Can You Hear Me?chaotic-whispers.deviantart.co…
083. Heal
084. Out Cold
085. Spiral
086. Seeing Redfav.me/d2wjvih
087. Food
088. Pain
089. Through the Fire
090. Triangle
091. Drowning
092. All That I Havechaotic-whispers.deviantart.co…
093. Give Upchaotic-whispers.deviantart.co…
094. Last Hopechaotic-whispers.deviantart.co…
095. Advertisement
096. In the Storm
097. Safety First
098. Puzzle
099. Solitude
100. Relaxation

Thanks for everything :iconloveyouplz:

Laura



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Recent Deviations.
some of my recent stuff
Failed Expectations.The heart goes where the heart goes.
I do wish I could live by that rule but the disaster is inevitable.
I guess my love life is just a recipe for misery.
it was obsession.{it was monday}
when i texted you at eight a.m. wondering what you were doing for the day.
i texted you at nine too. oh, and ten.
you didn't reply.
i figured you were busy and left you alone.
it was four in the afternoon when i rang you to see if you were okay.
"i was just worried about you. you weren't replying to my texts!"
you said you were okay and that you had to hang out with your family for the evening.
i hung up and said i'd talk to you online later.
at nine p.m. i wrote to you on facebook.
you said you were just signing off and going bed.
you had to be up early.
i said it was okay and to get some sleep.
i went to bed too.
{it was tuesday}
when i woke and thought the world would implode because i hadn't texted you yet.
it was nine in the morning.
at noon, i got a text explaining that you had no credit and you'd talk to me later.
six o' clock came and i was still awaiting your message.
you sent me an i.m. at dusk saying that you had a busy day but we could m
if you just smile.Smile, though your heart is aching
Smile, even though it's breaking

I turned the volume down. I was in no mood for depressing songs trying to tell me to smile. I'm sick of smiling. I'm tired of grinning at everyone like an idiot, pretending that everything is okay. It's not.
Smiling doesn't help. Sure it masks the pain, so that no one else can see it, but it doesn't cover it up for me. I can still feel it.
I can hear my heartbeat speeding. I can feel my hands curl into fists, hot and sweaty. My head spins and my vision blurs. All of this isn't the good kind either. This is agony.
Everything goes wrong and as it does it chips away another piece of my heart. My stomach twists and turns in agony when people look at me as if I'm a failure. They're the failures for not seeing what this is doing to me.
It's killing me. Killing me slowly but surely. It's driving me insane. With each spasm I am driven further into the ground.
I can almost see The Reaper waiting for me. He's check
embracing the geek en moi.Yes.
I wear all the wrong clothes [is my attire too drastically uncool for you now? do my cartoon t-shirts embarass you? just because i don't read "vogue" like you does not mean i don't have a sense of fashion. don't snigger! i do like certain looks, i just don't conform to the seasonal trends.]
I say all the wrong things. [so what if i can't make great small talk. i'm an introvert. deal with it. i don't know all of your slang words and no, i won't stop talking about the latest model of computer processors.]
I listen to all the wrong music. [i don't judge by genre, i judge by song. well, i'm sorry if i don't appreciate the musical genius' that are DJs. i just don't like techno. what about rock music? yes, i like it. i don't care if you think it's so "70's". it's what i listen to.]
I have all the wrong friends. [my friends are gamers, musicians and amazing people. i like the fact that they don't smoke, drink alcohol or do drugs and no, i don't care if tha
pass the regulatorI've longed for light yet darkness closes around me.
I feel like I'm drowning.
I'm hundreds of feet underwater and I'll never make it up in time but I can see the light faintly shimmering close to the surface.
It's taunting me.
"Come get me. You know you want to but you can't, can you? You're only weak, you wouldn't be able to rise above this. Even if you do get out of the water, you'll never make it on land. You don't belong above the surface. Forever, you will try and try to reach the light but you'll never succeed. Why even bother any more?"
I guess it's true. I drown. It's what I've been doing my whole life, why stop now? People look at me in the water and think I'm an olympic swimmer. That's only what they choose to see. If they looked closely they would see me struggling to keep my head up and panting frantically for air. It's only when they look away that I slowly sink and drown. I know there are others drowning too. I can see them every once in a while. Bu


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